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Kaworu Nagisa | 渚 カヲル | ᴛʜᴇ ғɪғᴛʜ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ ([personal profile] peripheries) wrote2025-02-18 06:05 pm
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[personal profile] ziosar 2025-02-20 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
[Akihiko just tosses Kaworu an ugly Christmas sweater]

At least puts this on before digging into the snow.

[Blatantly ignoring the fact the sleeves of this sweater would get soggy as hell if Kaworu wears it while playing in the snow like that]
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[personal profile] ziosar 2025-02-21 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
...okay, at this point I want to hear the kind of place you come from. I'm starting to feel concerned.

[Because really, no child at all would see snow? That doesn't feel...normal]
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[personal profile] ziosar 2025-02-21 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
...I'm surprised anyone survived in the first place!

[That sounded really apocalyptic, good grief]
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[personal profile] ziosar 2025-02-24 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
Alright, if it happened that long ago, then does that mean everything is more peaceful now? Even if they're difficult times?

[surely evangelion is a cheery canon where nothing bad happens am i right]
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[personal profile] ziosar 2025-02-25 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
...that's very human. I guess it's good to know no matter where you all are from, humanity is still so...recognizable.

[Akihiko looks like he's not sure this is a good thing]

Where I'm from people have been very fearful It's been unpleasant to see for a while already.
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[personal profile] ziosar 2025-02-25 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
[Akihiko doesn't stumble backwards because his finely tuned battle instincts got him to cross his arms in front of himself right in the nick of time. He braced for impact and managed to hold his ground!

When he sees who collided against him, he's immediately concerned, trying to grab Kaworu's hand to pull him back up]


Is something pursuing you?

[For you to be in such a hurry...something must be right on your heels!]
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[personal profile] ziosar 2025-02-26 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh! Danger in the maze! Could be important -- and even if it isn't, one might need as much information as possible to be able to warn everyone else.

That's why he doesn't hesitate. Making sure to be nice and nimble, Akihiko prepares himself
]


I'm going in. Get to a safe place, just in case.
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[personal profile] ziosar 2025-02-27 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
[When you tell someone to go to a safe place, there's like 50% chance they'll instead follow you. Akihiko isn't too surprised Kaworu is following him into the maze, but he's kind of concerned]

Are you sure you want to come along? You seemed panicked.

[Apparently he's interpreting this as Kaworu deciding to tag along and face the horrors of the labyrinth, instead of anything else such as for example Kaworu trying to stop him from going into danger.

He's got no idea what's in this maze, but he's not afraid!]
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[personal profile] ziosar 2025-03-12 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Somehow, it's not too surprising to Akihiko some of the things Kaworu said, even though they're things the great majority of people wouldn't ever said, especially at times like those in the memory. Something that gets his attention, though, is Kaworu's insistence in the first part of the memory. When the memory ends, that's what he immediately asks about:]

That guy you were talking with...did you consider him a friend?

[It's pretty obvious this was all more complicated than just a mere desire of reciprocation of friendship, but...that seems like a deent starting point, maybe?]
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[personal profile] ziosar 2025-03-16 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
[Uf, the vibes from Kaworu do make Akihiko feel guilty. He'd sooner prefer Kaworu and everyone else to be furious]

You shouldn't be here if it makes you feel bad.
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[personal profile] ziosar 2025-03-16 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
...can't argue against that. [Akihiko shrugs] It's odd. For as long as I could remember, I thought I was the kind of person who thought that. Even when faced with certain death, I still wanted to fight.

Now I'm wondering if it's because I really wanted to face what's ahead, or if it's because I didn't want to feel cowardly.

[He's starting to feel that's an important distinction, really]
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[personal profile] ziosar 2025-03-16 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
...I'm still trying to figure that out.

[Akihiko looks away. He'd look at the distance, but this place isn't all that big, really]

I haven't figured out how badly I was possessed, but I know that no matter what, me fighting Majima was what I'd have chosen to do no matter what. If I had to do something terrible, I'd want it to hurt and be as difficult as possible.

['How badly I was possessed', he says, but that's just him clinging to the hope that he seriously didn't go and take a life for apple reasons]
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[personal profile] ziosar 2025-03-16 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
I'd be very disappointed in myself if I ever wanted to do something that terrible on purpose. If I did, then I'd barely know myself in the first place.

[Of course the Persona character is having a personal crisis]