Humans back on my earth did consider my kind to be something like gods. Something more than you could ever be.
[The emotion in the area infects him like a disease. He's never felt this sort of rage, like he's being disrespected and he has to make this fool understand. That he needs to fight and spill blood to prove that point.
It's strange, he's vaguely aware of being hijacked by an emotion that doesn't belong to him, yet he can't shake it. Instead, he lets himself be dragged down. So he pushes harder with his AT Field, the ground beneath him starting to shift and crack, the pressure whipping the limbs of trees like an ominous wind.
Because they're in an open space, Johnny can simply back away to escape the crushing force. But it's clear that it could splatter him across the grass if Kaworu desired.]
Says a lot about you're people if they worship lazy little pricks-
[There is a part of Johnny that does want to push through this, despite the fact that he's quite aware would probably get his ass kicked or die if he did. He wasn't the type to back down from a fight and he had pushed for this one.
But there is another part of him that realizes he's just got the answer he was looking for. Kaworu had to be pushed to get there but he had a killer instinct in there that could defend his student if needed.
More just to show that he can he makes one final assault on the pressure of Kaworu's AT field before he does actually back off. He's still ready to fight if Kaworu pushes on the attack from here but it's a step Johnny doesn't usually take.]
[He should be relieved. This is over. It's done. He doesn't have to smash this idiot that Paul cares for into a bloody smear on the ground. Instead he just feels frustrated. Another test in a life full of tests that he didn't consent to. And this time it was just to be able to care for someone that means so much to him.]
I didn't ask to be tested! What gave you the right!
[Johnny wasn’t surprised that Kaworu started to bitch about his methods and question whether it was his place to do it. He was always complaining about something, but Johnny could appreciate the energy he was putting into it now.]
Because I’m his sensei. It’s my job to make sure he’s got all the support he needs to succeed.
[And he’ll raise a hand and point a finger right at Kaworu.]
And life isn’t going to ask you if you’re ready to face a challenge. It’s going to come at you swinging and you have to be ready to face it.
[He's breathing hard. His hands are balled into fists, body taut like a wire liable to snap at any moment. Why is this man like this? Why does Paul like him? Questions Kaworu always asks himself and knows he'll never get an answer for.]
Well I haven't seen you face shit here. So sue me for wanting to be sure you could for myself.
[Johnny's actually managing to calm down more himself, but he also sees how tense Kaworu is right now and keeps himself ready incase another little tussle were to break out between them. Not that he thought he could win considering what Kaworu had proven capable of doing but because he wouldn't back down from a challenge.]
But that's all I'm asking you to do. And I'll do the same thing, deal?
[And just to prove he's good to his word. He'll spit on his palm and extend a hand for Kaworu to shake.]
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[The emotion in the area infects him like a disease. He's never felt this sort of rage, like he's being disrespected and he has to make this fool understand. That he needs to fight and spill blood to prove that point.
It's strange, he's vaguely aware of being hijacked by an emotion that doesn't belong to him, yet he can't shake it. Instead, he lets himself be dragged down. So he pushes harder with his AT Field, the ground beneath him starting to shift and crack, the pressure whipping the limbs of trees like an ominous wind.
Because they're in an open space, Johnny can simply back away to escape the crushing force. But it's clear that it could splatter him across the grass if Kaworu desired.]
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[There is a part of Johnny that does want to push through this, despite the fact that he's quite aware would probably get his ass kicked or die if he did. He wasn't the type to back down from a fight and he had pushed for this one.
But there is another part of him that realizes he's just got the answer he was looking for. Kaworu had to be pushed to get there but he had a killer instinct in there that could defend his student if needed.
More just to show that he can he makes one final assault on the pressure of Kaworu's AT field before he does actually back off. He's still ready to fight if Kaworu pushes on the attack from here but it's a step Johnny doesn't usually take.]
Guess you aren't as much of a pussy as I thought.
You passed the test, kid.
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[He should be relieved. This is over. It's done. He doesn't have to smash this idiot that Paul cares for into a bloody smear on the ground. Instead he just feels frustrated. Another test in a life full of tests that he didn't consent to. And this time it was just to be able to care for someone that means so much to him.]
I didn't ask to be tested! What gave you the right!
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Because I’m his sensei.
It’s my job to make sure he’s got all the support he needs to succeed.
[And he’ll raise a hand and point a finger right at Kaworu.]
And life isn’t going to ask you if you’re ready to face a challenge. It’s going to come at you swinging and you have to be ready to face it.
Just like you showed me right here.
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[He's breathing hard. His hands are balled into fists, body taut like a wire liable to snap at any moment. Why is this man like this? Why does Paul like him? Questions Kaworu always asks himself and knows he'll never get an answer for.]
I've faced things before.
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[Johnny's actually managing to calm down more himself, but he also sees how tense Kaworu is right now and keeps himself ready incase another little tussle were to break out between them. Not that he thought he could win considering what Kaworu had proven capable of doing but because he wouldn't back down from a challenge.]
But that's all I'm asking you to do. And I'll do the same thing, deal?
[And just to prove he's good to his word. He'll spit on his palm and extend a hand for Kaworu to shake.]